Worry Amplified

As a mama of four boys (one with an extraordinary heart), worry happens. Especially for Marshall. How do I divide the normal newborn stuff from the heart baby stuff? Especially now. There is no way to sugar coat this: Marshall is worrying me tremendously.  His well baby checkup yesterday was fine (he is up to […]

Full house

The CICU was full (as of last night.) From what I’m seeing and what nurses have told me, the step down is full. All of this and I wonder if every patient here feels like Marshall does. It seems Marshall hates medical apparatus. I won’t share the horrors of the ventilator experience.  Yesterday Marshall yanked […]