“First” Christmas

According to my calculations, this is Marshall’s “First” Christmas. Especially since a few people have already given him gifts. And just for the record,  the”thumpety thump thump” wasn’t Frosty. It was Marshall kicking around after a long, long day. I waited up ’til midnight to be the first to say:

Practice Breaths, 1 mm Possible Victories, and More Big Blinking Eyes

I’ve accepted it: I can’t move.  Baby stepping is an understatement.  Yesterday’s fetal echocardiogram took every bit of energy I had completely out of me.  And caused my body back to hurt in ways I didn’t know were possible.   To the point that two men had to pull me up from the table.  And I […]

Black and White and Red All Over

We had a “regular” ob appointment this morning.   I asked for Dr. K’s advice on getting Marshall in a better position for Tuesday’s fetal echocardiogram other than external manipulation.  Looks like  I’ll be giving spending some time on my hands and knees a try. And we received the “official” report from Boston, including Dr. […]

Next Week

Dr. S took the time to call me while he was “on vacation” (which, in his words, means he is “just trying to get some work done.”) After giving him a run down of Dr. F’s findings, he thanked me for the lengths I’ve gone to in researching Marshall’s condition.  He has a 22 month […]

“Half hearted”

Boston was exhausting. I lost count after the fourth hour of ultrasounds.   The good news is Marshall has hair.  And we watched him blink his eyes.  And it seems our baby, though absolutely beautiful, is basically (in the simplest of terms) a genetic mutant with a very rare, very severe series of heart defects. […]