A friend of mine recently messaged me on Facebook to check in and see how things with the little man are.

My response: “My life was crazy before. Now it is just insane!!!!”

At this point, the medical bills have started rolling in and we are buried in boogers.

All of the big wild boys returned to me horribly sick. 
And Michael has it (again…or still). 
And I have started to cough.

And Marshall had a very slight fever yesterday so he was under the watchful eyes of every adult who visited to help out.

And my hypervigilant eye…to say that I’m worried is an understatement. 

Living with the knowledge that Marshall could nosedive at any minute isn’t easy.  But living in fear of it makes life HARD.  And I just want to give him (and his brothers) the best life I can…

I will find the way…